sitting.

I know its a cliche.

Feeling like your alone in a crowded place.

Wanting to talk to someone but don't know who.

Want to say something but you don't know how.

Wanting to say something and your words are lost and all you can do is sit there.

Sit there and cry.

Not knowing why you have tears dripping down your face.

Right now.

RIght now I'm sitting not knowing what to do.

Should I just go to sleep and wake up tomorrow and see how I feel then.

Or should I stay up and watch tv or a movie and still feel this way.

The problem with life is--There isn't a magic ball that you can see through and decide what idea is better.

So what should I do.

Sit in the dark.

Sit with the light on.

The brightness of the room isn't going to change anything.

It would be nice if it did.

If the light was on and it made you happy then you would know what to do when your down.

What about the darkness.

What does the darkness bring to us.

What attracts us to this dark side.

Weather its the color, the night. Or whatever else you can associate with dark.

No matter how advance our life gets and how much power there is in this world.

Our moods will never be altered and predicted.

We are just supposed to sit here and wait for the next thing to happen.

What am I waiting for?

This might sounds stupid but I want to know what happens in 90210 on monday and when will amy finally have sex with ricky again in secrete life.

Lets see how I feel tomorrow.